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The Candle: Notes on Holy Envy for Holy Week

—Church of the Holy Sepulcher, Jerusalem I wanted to light the candle. I wanted to press it gently to the flame, see the wick catch, tilt the yellow shaft so the wax wouldn’t drip on my hand. I wanted to pay homage, be a pilgrim, worship. I wanted to do it boldly, smoothly, reverently, as …

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Paintings of Rocks

Rain drummed a steady symphony against our umbrella as my husband and I trekked through the sidewalk puddles in front of BYU’s Museum of Art. Couples and excited family home evening groups rushed past us, clutching donuts and flyers to their chests. Gold light streamed through the MOA’s glass doors. Dancing reflections rippled across the …

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Home, Memories, and the Humanities

There is one simple question that I’ve grown to dread. People around me can answer it in the flash of a second, like a reflex. But I always have to pause. The question is so common and so fundamental to a person’s identity that to be left there stumbling over one’s words trying to come …

2023 BYU Humanities Center Essay Contest

All students who are taking a class in the BYU College of Humanities are eligible to enter the 2023 BYU Humanities Center Essay Contest. DEADLINE: March 27, 2023 THEME: Belonging Word Count: No more than 1,000 words Students who would like to enter are encouraged to review the BYU Statement on Belonging as well as …

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Connections Unseen but Deeply Felt

I can’t remember my great grandmother. She died just before I turned five, and she’d been suffering from dementia long enough that she likely wouldn’t have known my face or name. If, in some hypothetical world, we were to pass each other on the street, I am unsure if I would even recognize her. More …

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The Grace of Discomfort

We live in a world that abhors discomfort. Watch 30 minutes of television and you will see numerous ads testifying that product X will make your life better because it will be easier. There’s an app for everything and all promise to make you healthy, wealthy, and wise without having to exert yourself or experience …